}temasek freestyler

♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009

BACK FINALLY...
from the stupid virus on my com..
it will be a long post so if u cant read it...
ii tink you should just forget bout it..
haha..
lawls..
ytd was speech day..
it was super boring accept for the performance part then i started waking up..
annabelle and jasmine went into the hall with my parents..
they were so funny...
they dont dare to go in becuz they werent suppose to be there in the first place..
my mum had to pull them b4 they step into the hall...
aft speech day, i went to tm with the girls ...
we ate yoshinoya and played truth or dare at the open plaza...
we played until 8.40 b4 we went home ..
it was super late and me and joan went to east point becuz joan wanted to buy chocolates...
so i followed her..
and then i took bus home..
SYF IS OVER...
b4 syf...
i was super nervous..
on that very day..
i received many good lucks..
but did the lucks worked?
i dun tink it did..
but ii reall appreciate wad my friends said to me..
thankyew..
when we left for the UCC stage..
ii was telling myself..
gold with honours is temasek's ...
ii was telling myself not to be scared or nervous cuz what ii really hav to do is my best..
joan was nervous..
colleen was happy ..
annabelle was cooling joan down..
ii stood there..
talking to colleen..
i told joan not to worry..
we were there ...
all ready to go..
syafiq and yuan yuan was saying...
just do your best..
and everyone was telling me..
ENJOY GIRL...
JUST ENJOY..
we were not GOOD...
we were GREAT...
I know that..
the next day...
while waiting for the results..
ii was very nervous and very excited at the sae time..
we made a mistake during the performance.
but we had FUN..
and thats the most imp ting..
i played caps ball with thwe girls then they followed me to the dance studio..
ii was there ..
waiting for yuanyuan's msg..
it finally came..
WE GOT BRONZE...
three words...
CRUSHED me..
i was hugging vanessa so tightly..
tht i lose all my energy...
the tears came just uncontrollably..
ii couldnt stop it..
i just went on..
until aft awhile..
ii called joan..
to find that she was also crying..
she told me not to worry about it..
then i relased yuan yuan must be even more hurt then me..
then that mr gerard and ms jackie were mnore hurt than anyone of us..
and if i cry..
what wil they be?
that yuan yuan has to suffer..
and our instructors..
that pained me..
the next day aft skool...
all the dancers went to the dance studio..
that was the first time in my temasek life that there was a total silence in the studio..
no music..
no laughter..
just solemnness everywhere...
when the teachers started talking..
ii was looking down all the time..
when yuan yuan and syafig started talking...
tears just went down..
ii cried..
everyone cried..
yuanyuan wanted to cry..
ii know she does..
but she couldnt..
she is a leader.. she has to be stronger than anyone of us..
ii raelly admire her for her courage and strongness..
aft they talked..
ii rmb one thing vivdly..
ANYTHING THAT DOESNT KILLS YOU ONLY MAKES YOU STRONGER...
thats seriously the case..
i hugged colleen..
so tightly..
that it actually made me cry more..
she cried too.
sharmane, joan, annabelle, everyone..
cried..
sherweine, sihuay, sheryl, yong han, inn yee, annabelle senior, EVERYONE cried..
i will not cry over spilled milk again..
bronze isnt everything..
its only the 8 judge's point of view..
only 8 professional people..
if you can call them professional...
thats what yuan yuan said..
she hugged me..
she say she dont wish to see me cry..
ii promised her..
i must do it..
SYF IS OFFICALLLY OVER...

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