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♥ Friday, March 19, 2010

one CANT be happy forever.
is it true ??
people cry because of others, not becuz of themselves.
then again, y is tht so ?

she was at the train station waiting for her married boyfriend to come and elope with her.
but he didnt turn up.
she cried at the convenience store, and bot a coke .
the employee kept her wallet and coke becuz she forgot to take it with her.
then a man, who just bot a coke, walked out of the store.
she came rushing in and saw tht man holding the coke.
as she tot it was hers that he took, she snatched it and drank it, and gave back an empty can.
later, as she was boarding a bus, she realised she forgot her wallet.
she went back to the store, the employee returned her can of coke and wallet.
then she realised she misunderstood tht guy.

aft a night of tears, she went back to her family , her work, her usual routine again.
ppl called her a slut, for seducing a married guy.

she went to the construction site with her dad and saw the guy tht she misunderstood for taking her coke.
she went to the vending machine, and bot a coke.
as she was abt to take it out, tht guy took the coke, and drank it, and gave her back an empty can.
she laughed.
she followed him all day.
in the end, as it was very late at night, he sent her home.

the next day, she planned to meet him "coincidentally".
as tht guy with his grp of fwens were drinking at a stall, she and her grp of fwens walked past.
his ci ko pek fwens dragged her and the girls to their table.
and she was sitting next to him.
somehow or rather, they held hands under the table.
and then , he offered her a drink.
and said " u drink it, we are on stead. "
she replied "what if i dont?"
he said " then we'll be strangers for life"
she drank it.
just as she fin her last gulp, he kissed her on the lips.

they hang out for weeks and they were a couple.
when she asked him to meet her parents for marriage.
he said no, and told her this .
"i have no rights to marry you. you're a princess, im a beggar. besides, one can never be happy forever"
she cried but still pleaded him to accept it.
the guy was thinking : sorry dear, i dun deserve you as my wife.

she told her dad her boyfriend was an architect.
and when she told her boyfriend tht she said tht, he went to take the architect test and set on being an architect .
he passed the test and took her as his wife.
he went to a land with her. and told her.
" wait a while more, you'll be able to see the sunset here. ive been eyeing on this plot of land for 3 years. just a while more dear , just a while more"
she nodded and smlied back.

as weeks passed, they were as happy as a couple can be.
both giving in to each other and kept giving each other a better life.
she said i love you .
he didnt say back
she asked "why wont u say those three words to me"
he said"DUN BE CHILDISH"

something bad happened, she was diagnosed with early signs of senile delimma.
she cried.
she went home, with a smile on her face.
as they were lying on the sofa, watching tv, she asked him to show her one last time "the grift"
its a trick with cards tht she always get tricked with.
she saw it for the last time, as she cried to the toilet, unnoticed.
she went to work the next day, only to find her ex boyfriend, the married guy, back to the company.
just tht now, he is single, and she's married.
he wanted to go back with her, but she of cuz, refused .
he followed her home.

just as tht was happening, her husband went to the doctor, and asked what's happening to her wife.
he find it fishy and smth must be happening.
the doctor told him the truth.
he found it hard to accept.
and scolded the doctor for telling her everything.

he went home, just to find the door open..
his wife was being hugged by the ex boyfriend.
he, in a fit of anger, bashed him up .
the ex boyfriend said "she missed me, she wants me back "
but of cuz, as her husband alrdy know her disease, he didnt blive what tht guy was saying and told him to scram.

she said " you know abt it alrdy huh?"
he said "what?"
she said "theres a eraser in my memory"
he said"so what? i can be your memory"
they both cried.
she said " dun be silly. you're right, one can never be happy forever, you just proved it"
he said "no, i was wrong, dun do this to me, stay with me"
she said "no, i want a divorce, leave me, please, for i dun wish to hurt you"
he said "by leaving, you're hurtin me"
she said"no, i must do whats best for you"
he said "you have been the best thing in my life, dun leave me "
they closed the door and the next day, as he was abt to leave hse, she called him using her ex boyfriend's name and said i love you.
relucntantly , he said it back , i love you too.
he closed the door and outside,he was in tears.
in alot of tears.
and he left for work.
as she was in the hse, she saw the pictures on the refrigerator, the notes all over the hse, to keep her memory staying.
suddenly, the memory jerked back in her mind.
she burst out in tears, as the memories when they first met at the convenience store came back, flashback were fast..
she took a paper and pen, and in horrible handwriting.
she wrote :
"sorry, im so so sorry are you crying? please dun be. im sorry, please blvie me. i have done nth but hurt you.sorry dear, i didnt mean to hurt you, it wud be the last thing i wud ever do. im so sorry. dear husband, my dear chul , i rmb you. i rmb you.
you will always be in my heart, ive alwaes been thinking of you. im sorry dear, i love you, and its only u tht i love. i may forget, the memories may disapear, but b4 i can even do tht, pls do rmb and always carve this in yr mind tht can rmb the memories, i lvoe you. i cant push you away, becuz u're in my body. i cant forget you, becuz u're a part of me. i lvoe you chul, and thts y i must leave. i will always rmb you , promise me one thing, go to my dad"

as he came back from work and read this, he cried, so painfully.
he went to her dad, jsut to receive a divorce letter. he tore it on the spot.
he went to search for her and he found her in a hospital.
she forgot everything, who he was, who she was, what they were.
he bot her back to the convenience store and renact the scene when they met.
he bot a coke and walked out of the store as she walked in. he opened the can and pointed it to her.
she stepped inside, she scanned thru the place, only to she the doctor, her parents, and his parents all ard her. and as she scanned the last bit, she saw him, her husband.
she rmb him again.
but she know it wouldnt be for long.
she hugged him so tightly.
so tightly.
and they both cried, hugging each other.
she said "sorry, im so sorry , forgive me dear . im sorry"
he said "dun be sily. one CAN be happy forever, arent we the perfect example?"
finally, he said to her , " dear girl , my dear wife, I LOVE YOU "

END

it may be easy for one to say ily.
but it may take alot of time for one to say it too.
but honestly, lets say we're not diagnosed with any disease, with memories in our hearts and minds .
u dun need some1 to tell u i love you to know tht they do.

another thing is to let go of the past.
the girl let go, she was willing to forget her ex bf, the married guy.
and she went along with her life, to find herself in true happiness, the right guy.
tht loved her for her.

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